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I've known this girl since year two in primary school. Since the first time I looked at her, which was eight years ago from now, I have never forgot her sweet smile and her sparkling greeny blue eyes as she looked up at me. But most of all, I have never forgot the way she has always been by my side - even though at times I have been quite a bad and unfaithful friend to this lovely girl. I don't understand why she's still here, and I don't understand why she's still looking out for me, and doing everything she can just to make sure that I am okay.
I don't know how this girl manages to look so fucking gorgeous all the time, and I don't know how she manages to make her make-up and hair perfect all the time, but she does and something inside me wishes I could do things like she can, something inside me would swap bodies with her given the chance.
I don't know what I'd do if Rachie never came into my life - I'd be missing out on such a lot - she'd be somebody else's best friend and shoulder to cry on. She may think that I don't care about her, because sometimes I have a funny way of showing that I would actually take my last breathe just to know that she's happy and safe.
I don't deserve this girl - when I say that I am being completely honest and true. Everyday, there's always a moment that I look at her and think of how lucky I am to have her as a friend, and I ask myself what I'd do if she wasn't there for me like she always is; I am thankful for everything she's ever done and said for me and I always will be.
Rachie is one of the people that has kept me alive over the last few years, she is one of the people that made me realise that this life is worth living. And maybe without realising it, she's stopped me from doing some pretty stupid things. So Rach, never leave my side - please, I'd be nothing without you. I know I can be a bitch sometimes, and most of the time I'm not worth one second of your sweet and precious time, and I know that sometimes I often don't do much for you at all, I'm never really there, I seem to care more about myself when things concern you, but look at the word "seem"...inside Rach I worry about you each and every day, I just don't show it that often - but I'll start to I promise. Rachie, remember I love you and I always will. xXx.
"Phillie, I'm not a poser!" Ha ha! Got to say, Miss "I'm not Emo," looking hot! ;)xXx.
